whiskey dick is a killer
and i have to get up in and hour and a half for work....

i love getting drunk and freaking out about not having a job, and getting kisses from everyone, smoking j's, deep conversations with erika, and cops at 3 in the morning when we're quietly watching a movie, sharing a chair with phelan (see above), being lod, having fun, good nights.

You, You, You!
What is your best feature?: Eyes
Do you believe in yourself?: not really
Are you straight, bi, lesbain, or gay?: bi
What's your hair color?: dyed dark brown
Do you like your parents?: yes!
What kind of music do you like?: all kinds
How did you like your high school?: crap
Do you like to party?: jah
Are you popular?: no
What is your heritage?: english, irish, german -- something like that
What is your best talent?: being awkward
Do you believe in a higher power?: No.
Do you drink or smoke?: both

Love
Have you ever been in love?: no
Who was your first love?: ?
Who was your first kiss?: uh, matt?
If you've had sex how old were you the first time?: 20
Who was it with?: Bret
Do you still know them?: haven't talked to agaes, think he's a tweeker actually, lame.
Do you believe in interracial dating? [Please say YES]: yeah
Are you in love?: Nope.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: No.
Do you love them?: yes
Do you lie to them?: all the time
Do you cheat on them?: yep i'm a dirty whore
Have you ever cheated?: No.
Have you ever been broken up with?: Yes.

Friends
Have you ever lost a friend over something stupid?: Yes
Do you regret it?: eh
Do you miss them?: not really
Have you ever gone out with a good friend?: no
What kind of people do you hang out with?: drunks and stoners
Are they smart?: cari is
Do you have a crush on a friend?: i guess
Are you fighting with a friend?: no
Are your friends like family?: yes
Do you count your pet as a friend?: yes :)
Whos your best friend?: cari
Do you have a love/hate friendship?: Yes
With who?: --
Has a friend ever killed themselves, or tried to?: Not that i know off

Sex
Are you a virgin?: no
If not, did you enjoy your first time? yes
Have you ever given head?: yes
Ever gotten head?: oh, all the mother fucking time
Look at porn?: yeah
GUYS- look at porn behind your girlfriends back?:
GIRLS- Do you look at porn of other girls?: yes
Would you have a threesome?: If I was drunk enough.
What's your number of partners?: 1
Ever kissed someone of the same sex?: yes
Was it fun?: yes
Have you ever been cheated on?: no
Are you a freak?: ...
Do you like whips and chains?: no

Two Names You Go By:
1. Theresa
2. Teebs

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. pajama bottoms
2. Black hoodie

Two Things You Want in a Relationship:
1. Honesty/trust.
2. Fun.

Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
1. smoke at the beach
2. wonder aimlessly

Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment:
1. money
2. weed

Two pets you had/have:
1. Dog.
2. guinea pig

Two people who will fill this out:
1. no
2. one

Two things you did last night:
1. watched narnia
2. watched half baked

Two people that live in your house:
1. mommy
2. sister

Two things you ate today:
1. ramen
2. chicken

Two people you last talked to:
1. Cari
2. JD

Two things you're doing tomorrow:
1. work
2. nap?

Two longest car rides:
1. washington
2. chico

Two favorite holidays:
1. Halloween.
2. Christmas.


--> Spell your name without vowels: Thrs
--> What is the date 2 days after your birthday?: march 27
--> How many pairs of jeans do you own?: 3 or 4
--> How many are designer?: ha
--> What color do you wear most?: Black
--> Last song heard on the radio: the who
--> What's for dinner tonite?: chicken
--> Are you happy with your life right now?: it's okay
--> Tell me a secret about one of your siblings: uh?
--> Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: someone told me i look like lisa lobe the other day, and i used to get kelly osborne all the fucking time
--> Who did you last call on your cell phone?: cari, about Rage playing coachella
--> Do you own a...
- PS2?: Yes
- XBOX 360?: no
- PSP?: no
- SIDEKICK?: No.
- DIGITAL CAMERA?: Yes.
--> In what state or country do you want to go to school after highschool?: already out of highschool
--> Do you shop at stores like Hollister, Abercrombie & Fitch, American Eagle,etc?: no
--> How do you make money?: Target
--> Last thing you bought over 50 dollars?: payed both ticket payments
--> How's the weather?: cold
--> When do you start Summer Break?: never
--> Are you missing someone right now?: yes
--> What chores do you have around the house: random ones
--> Finish this sentence. I wish: i were a rich man
--> One word to describe you: crazy
--> Favorite pair of shoes: rite aid shoes
--> Do you own big sunglasses? yes
--> Do you find yourself attractive?: not really
--> What would you rather be doing right now?: sleeping
--> What should you be doing right now?: sleeping
--> Have you kissed your boyfriend/girlfriend lately?: oh all the fucking time
--> Last IM you recieved?: never on aim anymore
--> Last myspace message you received?:spam
--> Who did you hug today?: homer
--> What are you going to do now?: sleep


[Favourite bands/singers + 1 song by them] -
[1] - The Beatles "a day in the life"
[2] - Bob Marley "stir it up"
[3] - Death Cab For Cutie "lightness"
[4] - Bob Dylan "Hurricane"
[5] - Elliott Smith " L.A."
[6] - Bright Eyes "take it easy (love nothing)"
[7] - Saves the Day "sell all my clothes, i'm off to heaven"
[8] - The Band "up on cripple creek"
[9] - Bruce Springsteen "the river"
[10] - Something Corporate "she paints me blue"
[11] - The Faint "paranoiattack"
[12] - Kevin Devine "splitting up christmas"
[13] - The Postal Service "brand new colony"
[14] - Sondre Lerche "modern nature"
[15] - The Doors "show me the way to the next whiskey bar" (that might not be the title)
[16] - Led Zeppelin "misty mountain hop"

[Favourite movies] -
[1] - super troopers
[2] - swingers
[3] - reality bites
[4] - shaun of the dead
[5] - white christmas
[6] - moulin rouge
[7] - dazed andconfused
[8] - romeo + juliet
[9] - grandma's boy
[10] - half baked
[11] - bridget jones 1 & 2
[12] - all the lord of the rings movies
[13] - all of the star wars movies
[14] - all of the harry potter movies
[15] - all of the indiana jones movies
[16] - hook

[Things you want to do before you die] -
[1] - have fun
[2] - fall in love
[3] - fall out of love
[4] - gett married
[5] - have children
[6] - and grandchildren
[7] - travel
[8] - be happy
[9] - finish school
[10] - get skinny
[11] - have hair down to my boobs
[12] - collect something
[13] - paint a gigantic canvas
[14] - get my act together
[15] - quit smoking
[16] -write a book

i took a body shot off of Homer last night
sweet

this is just a reminder, becuause i've made a few posts public...

Friends Only!!

SOLITON CLOTHING:
soliton is the clothing company i work for. It was started by Chris Sahagun -former guitarist of Officer Negative- if you would like to know more about us please chrck out at www.myspace.com/solitonclothing  (we are awaiting the finish of the real website).

right now we have some shirts up on ebay follow the banner to get to the auctions.

 

[01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you.

[02] I will then tell you what song/BAND reminds me of you.

[03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.

[04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.

[05] Put this in your journal.

the town is painted in grey scale
as i walk quickly down the road
the feeling of my lungs starting to close up
settles in my chest
my muscles begin to ache
my mind focuses on the pain
anything to stp from thinking

so, i know all i've done is a bunch of wining on here lately, but i guess thats just the way i feel. but i have a little more to do...

okay so i got up the courage to tell this guy that i like him, and i really really liked him. and he told me he "wasn't in the right place to date" and so this morning i get an email from him, where he tells me about his girlfriend, i thought i had stopped liking him, and maybe i have but it still hurt. i get blown off by guys wat too much, i guess i just like the wrong guys....


And I'm tired of it
Well, who's to say that we can't just fucking change it?

I know it seems dramatic but I treat it like a crisis
From the office to the coffin, all our time and talent wasted
And that weight against your throat, is that a noose dressed like a necklace?

'Cause from here, I couldn't really tell the difference

yay garden state comes out today
"i don't want to waste another minute of my life with out you in it"

FRIENDS ONLY

apparently, some people can't handle being nice, so don't come to my journal unless you are going to be nice, it's my journal i will state my feelings and opinions so deal with it, i am also going to make the past few entries, including the political one friends only.

i don't know why you would want to but COMMENT TO BE ADDED

i closed again at work tonight, but tonighti worked with maegan, she is awesome we got all lazy for a while and then didn't want to clean.
today adan came in today, and tucker came in.
and nate and david(♥)came to visit me, that made me happy.
i smeel like bleach again
my back hurts.
i can't believe it i feel so llame, but i'm chatting with some guy from myspace. ha i am a nerd...

bluejosue: plus with your eyesssss.... i bet you get whatever you want.
bluejosue: ;-)
jchcXcore: ha, i wish
bluejosue: no way
bluejosue: you know u do

it's all so random.
i work tomorrow 3:30-6:30 someone should come get a smoothie in that time.
i think i'll get a smoothie tomorrow before i clock out.
i kind of almost like my job, i feel like if i say that i wont anymore. haha.
i really want another tattoo, but i'm not sure what i would get, i think i want something on the back of my right ankle, but i'm not sure what, i was thinking the elliott smith xo heart, but i don't know :-/
but that is just something else that i would have to save up for.
does anyomne have a bass case that they would want to sell me once i save some money?? ha. probably not.but i need one.
i guess thats all.
xxoo

ps jordan is in town, and it makes me feel akward

i do these because i want to see what people say, and i need to remember the goot times


Post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal.
See what people remember about you.

i had a good evening at work.
i'm tired and my feet hurt.
chealsea rocks the house, i'm glad she was my shift leader.
i smell like bleach.
adan came in, i miss him.
my tendonitis is flaring up.
but i had a good day.
i'm glad that i work nights because ryan(the owner) isn't there.
<3333333 to you all.
i miss everyone.

so since i havn't started school yet, and i only work nights

( this is all i do anymore )

*FILL IT OUT*
Show some love

1. Tell me one thing you love about me.

2. Tell me two things you love about yourself.

3. Look through the comments ~ when you see someone you know, tell them three things you love about them.

4. Do this in your journal so I can tell you what I love about YOU - and if you've already done it, tell me so, so that I can go back and give you some love